Feeling cagey.

It has been awhile. I know that. Thanks to those who are still around and actually read this. :)

I'm feeling cagey lately. At odds. Unsettled. Like a walker incessantly banging into a chain link fence. (Shameless Walking Dead reference! Lol!).

On the brink of change....craving it really. But what? That's what I keep asking myself. I feel this yearning to be passionate about something. A cause, a goal, a reason to my days. No, this isn't discrediting my children. They are, and will always be, my world. But they are growing. Stretching THEIR wings. And not needing Mama quite so much. Leaving this Mama with time to reflect on herself, for the first time in a long time.

Oh the possibilities! Education, health and fitness, a job out of the house, a home based business, volunteering! How do I choose? How to make my mind settle? I suddenly feel like I want SO much.

It leaves me reeling. Unsettled. Shifty in my own skin.

But also so excited! Energized. Hopeful and optimistic.

What DOES the future hold for me? What say you, 2013?! I'm ready. Waiting and listening. With open ears, eyes and heart.

Lets DO this!

Smiles, Be well,

Crystal